It feels weird sometimes to be in this waiting phase because it means that there isn't a lot for me to report out here on the blog.
We're not "doing."
Doing sometimes provides more fodder to write about for Blogland.
Waiting provides a lot of time for me to think and ponder and worry just a bit.
Mostly there's a lot of stuff running around in my head. As I mentioned a few posts ago, I'm still reading about and learning about adoption issues. However, as we get closer (I hope) to becoming Plus One my thoughts have turned more to figuring out how to be the best mom that I can be. I am realizing that I know very little about caring for an infant. And so I've started turning my attention in that direction.
Suddenly - the idea of caring for a tiny infant seems rather...big. And a little scary.
Motherhood...(cue scary music here...) Aaaaaiiieeeee!!!
I'm open to tips, advice, any super secret mom information (or super secret dad information... for any dads out there reading this blog!) you in the Blogosphere would care to share...