It's been hard to go to work these days.
Especially on Mondays.
While I am most certainly on the upswing from the lows of the last few weeks, I must admit that I've been finding myself on Monday mornings thinking, "I shouldn't be going into work. I should be at home on maternity leave."
And it's pretty much sucked.
However, this is the first Monday since everything fell apart that I'm not feeling incredibly blue.
It's a Monday.
I'm going to work. Just like I've done a million times before.
Work isn't where I thought or hoped or dreamed that I would be these days, but it's where I'm at so I'm going to be in the present moment and focus my attention on my job. Not on what "should be" or what "could have been" or "what will be."
Take a breath. Be in the present moment...
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